I feel like I am two different people right now. I want to be alone and I hate everyone but not out of sadness out of anger. When I am around people I want nothing more to captivate them. I feel like I am going crazy my mind is being torn in two. I feel emotionally sick and all because of the transition from down to up. I feel alone because no one understands how crazy I feel right now. People look at me and see someone normal but inside I am screaming. I just wish that there was someone I could talk to. That would understand.
This boy at Target asked if I would hold his hand because his ex girlfriend just walked in with a new guy, so naturally I felt bad and held his hand while strolling around Target for a bit. Then it donned on me, with no other couple in sight, that was the best damn pick up line ever pulled.